Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Another Shitty Christmas to happen

Every year it's the same thing
Every year the same mood swing happens
Every year it feels the same
Every year i feel less and less wanting to stay at home with them

He comes back with his temper
She doesn't do anything about it
Everyone sits in silence like usual
Both of them watch TV at different places
Big B doesn't bother about anything
Little B hibernates in his room until it's safe to come out

I don't know...
I just hate feeling like this...
I don't know how things were 10 years ago cuz kids are usually preoccupied with present and shiny decorations to notice adult problems floating around...
We used to put up the big Xmas Tree...
Now we either put the small tiny tree or not put it up at all

I hate this time of the month at home
I don't wanna stay but i kinda have to cuz then she'll be alone at home
Big B's a useless piece of shit
Little B's an even more useless piece of shit

Everyone's a useless piece of shit
Christmas is a crappy celebration
Just hurry over so that New Year's here

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