Hey I got TAGGED !!!

1. What is your name?
* Carina Lee aka CareBear (I still dont know how i got that nickname)


2. How old are you?
* Born in 1990, you do the math.


3. What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?
* Hmm lets see: 1st, handphone 2nd, laptop 3rd......... MODEM TO CONNECT TO THE BLOODY INTERNET !!!


4. Are you amazing?
* Oooo am i ? I flattered...Really... Geez am i amazing ???


5. What is the brand of the phone you are using?
* SonyEricsson K810i... i hate it. Yes i hate it and i wanna change to C902 but the fucking price isn't helping my bank account.


6. What color is your phone?
* A very super dull gold. I originally wanted RED but the damn low supplier only had black and gold. Black's too common so i thought gold would look cool. That certainly backfired.


7. Have you slept in school before?
* Ahhh how i missed those days of sleeping in class...Oh i still am doing it ^^


8. How long are you online in a day?
* Im rarely on in the morning or noon. BUT i can stay on from 6pm to 3am by just chatting on msn.


9. How would you describe yourself?
* Blur + Noisy + Quiet + Boring + Clumsy + SuperActive + Joker + ????? = CareBear


10. What's your favourite topic to talk about?
* I don't actually know. If there is anything i'll make sure to tell you...


11. Which teacher do you like?
* So far i don't think i ever liked any of my lecturers in college. If you say high school...ahh that i can say. My form 1 english teacher Pn Lim, moral teacher Pn Chan, form 2 moral teacher Pn Joyce, form 4-5 class teacher Pn Nalini, and best of all Pn Usha my english teacher who loves to bug me at every english question she asks everytime. Another reason of why she loves to bug me is because my brother was her favorite student and then once she found out that i was relate to him i automatically became her favorite. Which i don't really mind...really i enjoyed the attention ^^ (is my answer a bit long? )


12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
* Handsomest hmm...is that actually a word ?? ok ok back to the question. Its hard to separate the stylish and the handsome ones from each other. So i'll get back to you once i figure it out.


13. Who are you currently aiming on?
* Who ? I aiming at my brother who promised to buy me a new handphone back from UK which was totally 10 months ago...


14. Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret?
* Sadly no. Even if there is any secrets i would use it to my advantage. Yes i would do that with no hesitation.


15. How do you rate your siblings?
* 3-10 for younger brother and 7-10 for older brother IF he gets me my new hp ^^


16. Are your siblings gorgeous?
* no comment. SERIOUSLY no comment.


17. Do you judge people?
* If im in the mood to. Absolutely yes. But if i know that person, I'll think about it then open my big mouth.


18. Do you run?
* Unless im super totally late for class.


19. Are you lazy to tag people?
* Err hello~ i just found out what TAG meant !!!


20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
* Mom


21. What is 2 + 2?
* 22 or 4 ? Take your pick.


22. Who is your idol?
* Idol...idol...nope.


23. Are you a monster?
* Oh yes... When CareBear becomes ScareBear ^^


24. Do you play with Barbie dolls?
* I used to. But after i got FREAKED out by chucky...No Way i getting near dolls.


25. What was the last movie you watched?
* In the cinema or anywhere? Cinema was Babylon AD which had a super not logical ending. Anywhere was Tropic Thunder. It wasn't that funny.


26. What do you think of your English?
* Oh i was in the tops in my class for English. I would say its 70% perfect XP


27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
* I loved BM in my primary days...but it got flushed down the drains in high school. I was lucky enough to get a C for my SPM.


28. Who do you hate?
* I don't wanna reveal any of them. *pst pst it might shock you*

29. Do you love yourself?
* I'll love myself when i feel like loving myself.


30. Blurt out 5 random words.
* Phew this is final OVER !!!

Are you a Dreamer ?

I have a question I've been wondering for the past decade...
Why do people have dreams ??
What are dreams ??
Are they fantasies projected by our mind about our everyday life ?
Are dreams suppose to make whatever we see or experience while we are awake better or worse ?

Because my friend sent me a whole season of Gossip Girl few days ago,
And i was kinda into it because it caught my interest.
Then that afternoon while i taking a nap i sought of dreamed about it.
And the weird thing is that is seemed very real.
I was IN the show itself. It was soooo cool...until i was rudely awaken by the knocking on my door.
It was like reality was the dream and the dream was reality.
I thought it was because i watched 7 episodes straight without breaks. ^^

And then i got cut off at episode 15 because my pendrive was full with some other stuffs
Then i spent the whole afternoon looking for the rest of the episodes
But sadly it was only available in the US.
I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK !!!!!
THAT IS SO UNFAIR !!! I HATE YOU !!!

Ok thats it for now...
Over n out.

Issues of the month...

It's been a long time since i posted anything...i know i know i was meaning to type out how my recent holiday trip to Singapore but stuffs in college seemed to distract my mind from doing so. So until my mind feels like typing out my crappy trip, i will just keep my story for next time...BUT i would really like to share some other stuffs.

1st and foremost, I just found out i got barred from taking my crappy Positive Psychology paper in finals. Yes it seems that CareBear is being a little baddie in this semester and according to my 'lovely' lecturer, it seemed that i skipped too many classes. Honestly i don't remember how many classes i skipped because it can't be helped. THE CLASS IS INSANELY B.O.R.I.N.G !!!! I only remember skipping last week because i was already on my way to Singapore (my passport can prove it) then on 10th Oct was because of the preparation for our Halloween Party (Seniors can be witnesses) and i think a couple times me and some friends skipped class to go for a drink ^^. That's it and now i gotta find some way or some miracle so unbar myself so i don't have to resit the fucking subject again. (PP sucks)

Then there was a little problem in another subject that i was taking. It was not the about the subject but the people in that class. We were given an assignment to do. Three assignments actually. The 1st and 2nd are finally done. Now is the 3rd which is where the problems are getting fucking annoying...little problems started during our 1st assignment. Me and a friend contributed our share of ideas and stuffs, we did our work even though we missed a couple of meetings. And you wanna know what im thinking ??? Im thinking the other group members are depending on us to do the work. 1 of them aren't doing anything at all and they're not bothered about it but when me and my friend just skip 1 fucking meeting for the 3rd assignment to do another assignment which was gonna due in 2 days...they go all out complaining we are not cooperating. Yes i damn know that it is our fault for not telling them in advance but we contributed most of everything and for fucking damn once do it by themselves and let us off for awhile. And because of that i got into a little disagreement with another friend who was defending them. Kanasai !!! Im blardy happy this is the last assignment.

And now there are problems in my group of friends. I don't know how it happened but i kinda know when it started. It was right after that incident 'with that person' and after that everything went haywire. At first i thought it was because of the stress of coming exams and last minute assignments but now i don't feel that it is the problem. Some of us are acting weird and some are distancing themselves. I keep asking myself what the hell happened but no answer came to me...I just wish everything will be back to normal after the exams or whatever it is because i kinda missed hanging out together with everyone.

Super Parking !!!

Sure can park~

This is how some Malaysian's park their vehicles.
Malaysian's point of view
"SURE CAN PARK GEH !!!"

You don't believe ?? Go to central of KL...i went there today and damn hell cars park wherever they like...
Or maybe the row of houses in front of mine. Each house has at least 2-3 cars and when they dont have enough space in their house to park...They double park their own cars outside...
Kanasai them...
Have to zig-zag my way through the blardy cars every time i pass there...if can i wanna scratch all their cars...*i scratched a car before for blocking me and the road^^*

How ungrateful people can be...

I honestly dunno what's the fucking problem. Its like me and my group of friends like to attract weird problematic maniacs. Recently during the beginning of this semester, we met a new friend. A girl. I thought she was gonna be normal and we can hangout like usual. But whose to know she had a little "too super-duper" sensitive side.

At 1st we all hung out and nothing really happened. Then she started to get REALLY BLARRRDY clingy to me. *If you are reading this, THIS IS TRUE !!!* Everyone in the gang noticed. I started to creep out. Yes you didn't read wrong. 'C.R.E.E.P-O.U.T' . Not everyone likes to be held hand-in-hand every time they are near each other or have their shoulder hooked onto another hand. Not everyone are lesbians or gays, so dun make them feel like they are one.

And even though she didn't do anything mean to me but she trashed my friends without thinking about their feelings but only of her own...and i fucking didn't like that.

*The rest are classified information*

Then now, my moral group just bumped into another fucking problem. We have 9 people but 1 had to leave because he some problems with UCSI. And he also was a little problem in our group.
I tell you, my group has a King and Queen of Excuses. They never fail to find an excuse. The King left already now the Queen is causing major problems to us.

We're already in a slump and that bitch is cracking stupid senseless cold jokes while we are trying to solve our problem. I wasted my effort being nice to her. Didn't do her job AT ALL and she had the fucking thick face to show up asking whether we finished our moral folio. That bitch didnt do her work so 3 members including me had to work our butts off until late at night finishing her job.

Then yesterday we had our meeting and said to come today for our moral presentation rehearsal, that bitch said ok ok no problem just sms her the time. I smsed her 3 times that night and no fucking reply.

Today morning everyone came except her. We said to meet at 8.30am. We smsed and called her i dont know how many fucking times but no one replied or answered the hp. Then finally at 12pm she smsed me asking "wad for?"

WHAT IS THE FUCKING BITCH ASKING THAT FOR ??? I totally exploded in class when she smsed me that sms. Scolded her nicely through sms. She didnt reply me after i sent my friends and my anger to her. Told her nicely to come at 8.30 but didnt come. Expects us to do all the fucking work and she just collect her points. WELL FUCK OFF LA BITCH !!! We all made sure you will get less than half the total marks and if you dare to not show up for presentation day, we will fucking kick you off our group and you can fuckingly go reseat your moral for the 3rd time. We know why you had to reseat for the 2nd time. PADAN MUKA LA !!!

I wont fucking bother to be nice to you d. Waste of breath...Dammit !!!
1st time got this mad at a fellow group member.
We can always kick you out anytime we want.
Dont fucking play with us just coz you're from Science !!!

~Endless Sleep~

Woke up at 1.30pm today.
Didn't have class.
Went down stair to look for my breakfast,
or more appropriately , my lunch.
But all the kitchen had was maggi which i despise to eat.
The taste just gets to me.

So i waited for mum to come back with dad.
After they had to go out again after they came back.
In the end i had to go out & buy my own lunch.
Came back, makan then played GameBoy for awhile.

Mom Dad came back, went up stair.
I thought about studying for awhile and i did.
Took out my Accounts assignment and wanted to try doing it.
But i got confused.
I forgot which question was mine.
Was it Q2 or was it Q3 ?

I made a wild guess and said "Ok must be Q2".
So study was what i did.
It was 3.00pm.
But after less than 1 hour, i went to lie on my bed for awhile.
Said to myself "Ok 15 minutes only".

......4 hours later......

Woke up at 8.00pm.
Saw the PS2 had just came back for servicing.
Ate dinner and on-ed my laptop.

Msn Msn Msn Msn Msn until now, 12.30am.
Missed my TV show.
Never mind, there's a repeat on Saturday.

And now im here blogging what the hell i did for the whole day.
Im still sleepy you know..

~The Road Not Taken~

I am torn between 2 choices.

Should i choose choice A,
Or
Should i choose choice B.
Either 1 is tempting but i have to choose 1.

I wanna choose both but daddy said "No".
I told mummy i cant have both but all she said was "So".

I know i am acting greedy but it is part of me.
If i were to make a choice without complaint, then it won't be me.

If i choose choice A i will have something new to enjoy.
If i choose choice B i will get to go somewhere fun and enjoy.
But a choice must be made to move on.

(A : New Car)
(B : Go Overseas)

Choice A
I have been waiting for a new car since the past 2 months.
But daddy's been stalling and escaping the topic.

Choice B
The last time i went on a family vacation was...*thinking*...in 2004 before my dad started his new business.
After that was work work work.

~Green Apple~

Went to Celine's mom's shop today. Its called "Green Apple" i think and it has a 20% discount on everything ^^

Was told the day before to be at college by 12.30 and i woke up at 12.00 hehehehe~
Went to college. Looked for everyone but no one was there. Sms-ed Gerina, she was just leaving her house. Sms-ed Edward, he was at DotCom with Calvin. Went there to watch them play.
Then everyone came and we left at 1.00pm. Celine said her shop was in The Store in Seri Petaling. (I at first thought The Store only sell books XP)

Waitress: Celine
This waitress sat and took our order and even ordered for her self and ate with us.

Customers: Aaron Gerina Calvin Peng & Me
Aaron & Gerina bullied Edward until cham cham~Aaron finally got his California Roll i owed he since last semester "i still dunno why i owed him".

New Staff : Edward ^^
Gerina hid his wallet and disappeared with Calvin when we asked for the bill.
Ah Boy was like "Eh where's my wallet?? Come on la..."
Called Calvin's hp "Eh you took my wallet izzit...?"
I said "Ah Boy you can stay & wash the dishes lor..."
Aaron said " AUNTIE !!! YOU GOT NEW STAFF HERE !!!"
Peng was holding his wallet said "I don't have it !!"

Then went to Endah Parade.
Wanted to play bowling but had to wait our turn so we went jln jln~

......dunno what we were doing......Waiting outside of Celine's old part time work place. She went to visit them so we waited outside. She came out and saw all of us like this and she thought it was cute so she took a picture of us ^^

After that we were brought going up and down EP by Celine looking for a jamming room to jam. We passed by a hair saloon and saw Max there...And we were like "EEEHHH YOU'RE HERE ??!!!"
Max was half way doing his hair said "So many places to go why come here............???"
Then went to a music shop...

Next we stopped at " Uncle Captain's ". Drank milk shake.
Aaron : Original
Edward : Champagne
Celine : Mango
Calvin : Coffee (i think)
Peng : Kiwi
Gerina : Honeydew
Me : Orange

Ah Boy kena bullies by us for almost the whole day...poor ah boy...
TOO BAD !!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA !!!

Then finally...Bowling time...Edward Calcvin Gerina & Me played...
and we got our ass kicked by Gerina the Kiddo...She kept striking at every turn...=.='''
Then Celine pinjamed my bowling shoes to try a turn...if she had used her slippers she might have slipped and roll her self into the ditch...Wakakaka !!!! Then Aaron took a turn from me...*but he strike ^^*

5.15pm - Left. Gerina Calvin Peng in Kelisa, Edward Aaron Celine Me in Vios...Wooooah~
*pst *pst...the way that Calvin drives can scare people...ah boy almost banged him at the traffic light...

Skipped then Forgot to post...XP

16 days ago was Ah boy's Bday.
Bought Chocolate Indulgence from Secrets and celebrated it in F&E.

Happy 18th Bday Ah Boy!!
Then 10 days ago i juz came back from Thailand. Freaking boring trip.
The next day went to college for class then later Gerina,Ivy & I went to play pool ^^

FireBall...our new hangout place for this semester.
After pool we went back to UCSI to look for Celine, Aaron & Edward.
Had a funny time looking for the piano room their were in. Celine said at the guy's toilet so we three made damn jokes about them playing music in the guy's toilet ^^

Found the room they were in XP
The next day my morning classes got canceled so we hung out at the Recital Hall. Celine got tied to the piano again. And I showed off my piano skills a bit ^^
(pst* pst* i dun hav any to show)

This would've made a nice pic if it wasn't this blurry...
Then finally off to F&E to makan !!! A newbie followed us...
There quite a no. of us eating in F&E but after makan-ning we split up. Celine,Ivy & Me went back to college. They were having a blood donation drive tat time and they were raising money as well. Just donate RM1 and they give a pink ribbon.
(I used tat ribbon to get pass all the ppl who were asking for donation...something like a pass XP)

BLOOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WeeNee donating blood...>.<

Then we bought snacks and went to look for a piano room but no luck. So we ended up on the 3rd floor at the empty space just outside Recital. Gossiped again hehehehe...then went to class at 4.00pm.

And again the next day we spent the day in the piano room. 3-4 days in a row goofing off in the piano room.

Shhhhh...Ah Boy is playing the piano~
28th October. This time we were in the audi room. Some of us acted as ghosts...which was actually creepy for awhile.

Same gang doing the same thing.
29th October. Played badminton for the first time after a long break. MPH was having some sort of luncheon among the staffs. We just went along with our business and didn't bother them. Lucky the shuttlecocks didn't get whacked at them...some of you should know by reading my previous posts...there are a few badminton pros in my group and they KILL shuttlecocks.
Saw Prakash. He isn't in UCSI anymore. Some ppl said he & Din went to 8TV or something.

Played badminton with us for a sec then went off to makan somemore ^^Went to OneSome after playing. Saw Karl, our new friend with his friends. Then Gerina Ivy Aaron thought me how to play congkak ^^ Bobby was there as well but the weird thing is that everyone was SUPER QUIET. Felt very odd like as if everyone had a big fight no one wants to talk to each other. Left at 4.30pm coz others had class.

Today, i got fed up searching for my writing class which was moved to another class. So i skipped it ^^ Went to G floor to wait for Ivy with Celine. Gerina came.
Then after awhile PuFang Edward Peng oso joined us and we left for Indian Hero. Then we went to OneSome but too bad it was closed so back to our usual place, F&E.
At that moment i was totally broke. Only had enough money to order a cup or 100 plus ^^

Mini pool and the cacated guitar in F&E.Actually most of us didnt hav much money on us. So instead of pool in FireBall, it got down graded to mini pool in F&E ^^.

Addicted to congkak~Played congkak again.
I juz found out that almost everyone knew how to play congkak~ i dunno Peng knows or not...

Coloring very nice~PuFang & Peng was sleeping, Gerina was moving back & forward from the air cooler, Celine with the PC, Ivy Edward & Me playing pool & congkak. We stayed there until 3.40pm then left for class (We skipped PP class again).

Beware !! This Feline SUES PEOPLE !!!

Hey you !!! Yeah you...!!! The one taking my picture. Hey pay attention when someone's talking to you BUSTER !!! And stop sticking that camera at my face OK !!???

You DO know that i can sue you for taking my picture without my permission !!! Hey just because I'm a cat doesn't mean i don't have rights !!!
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*tick-tock*
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(After 5 minutes)

Ohh alright just 1 picture OK?? And THAT'S IT !!! Just 1 OK !!???

Is this pose OK ? Does it make my butt look big ?? Are you sure ??? This Egyptian cat pose is my best one EVVVER~ Trust me !!! It makes the Siamese twin cats look like fur balls.
Hey i made a JOKE !!! I actually made a JOKE !!!

Ooo that feel great~ Ohhh yeah~ A little higher please~ Ahhh thanks.
That hit the spot...Careful with my fur, it took me hours to get it smooth and clean...
A little harder please~Ooo I can get used to this~ Carry on...carry on~

Oops !!! Sorry about the mess...Stuart Little stopped by earlier and we had a nice bowl of milk and animal snacks. Let me just clean up so that we can get back to petting me and making me feel comfortable.

Ohh wait wait i haven't finished cleeeeaning~yet~ Ooo that can wait... Yes the same spot please Thank You~ Lower, yes lower~ Ahh~

Hey are those Hush Puppies slippers you wearing ??? I was part of the designing group !!! Really !!! Go ask The Alley Cats. They know everything !!!
We had a board meeting between Cats & Dogs about naming the brand and 51% of everyone agreed to name it as "Hush Puppies" instead of "Hush Kittens". Apparently there was a double crossing fur ball that made the 50% rise to 51%.
It was originally a draw between us Cats & Dogs but that two tail good for nothing feline fur ball got bribed by those mutts into giving them it's vote !!!

Hey Wait !!! Those aren't Hush Puppies slippers !!!

Ooo~ Maybe i should hire you as my personal masseuse~ Ahhh this feels like heaven~
Hey Wait !!! Do all cats really go to Heaven right after they die or gets run over by a car ?? Because i saw this old cartoon once a long long time ago called "All DOGS Go To Heaven".
Can i sue Heaven if i end up going to Hell ? Can I ?? Because it won't be fair to only allow dogs into Heaven. Is it written in the Law books ??? Just so you know...I read. Err hello~ i live in a University~
Nothing shocking...Duhh~

Hey you leaving already ??
Ohh Ok...come visit me again next time. Ohh bring me some Friskies...The food here aren't helping to keep my fur healthy and shiny. And help me find out whether i can sue Heaven if Cats aren't allowed in !!! Thanks !!!
I'll lick you clean as thanks next time !!! Ooh and forget about me talking about suing you for taking my picture. Do you mind framing it up for me after washing it ??

Meeeeeow~!!!


(COMMENT PLEASE !!! Meeeeow !!!)